Along the way, there were tell-tale signs telling us that something was not right:
- Not kicking a lot
- His grasps were weak
- Poor head control
- Cannot put weight on his legs
- No sense of balance
- Slow/late in meeting milestones
That had led to a lot of questioning and thus I began researching on the internet. I chanced upon a medical website which document case studies on infant-related disorders. It showcased a library of pictures and videos of children with various conditions like SMA,
Prader–Willi Syndrome, Scoliosis, Cerebral Palsy (CP) etc of varying severity. Unfortunately, this site was no longer available when I returned for more information. Nonetheless, I concluded that Caelen had Global Developmental Delay (GDD) or SMA.
The subsequent events were a blur. That included numerous trips to the Pediatric Neurology, Polyclinic and Rehabilitation Centre. While Caelen was scheduled for 8-9 different clinical tests, he was also seeing the physiotherapist, occupational therapist and speech therapist to help with his motor skills development.
The wait for the tests results was painful. Within first 2 weeks, results for minor tests all came back negative. We were pretty hopeful then. Until an unexpected call from the hospital requesting to meet despite that there was a pre-arranged appointment 2 weeks later for the release of the remaining - genetic test result. Sensing something not right, hubby and I prepared ourselves for the worst but not for what's to come.
Caelen was diagnosed with Type 1 SMA and we were told that he would not live beyond two years old. The reason why this came as a shock as we had expected a 'Type 2' verdict since he met some of his milestones. Apparently not.
Our world came crushing, our hearts were literally broken and what followed was an emotional roller coaster ride.